You think I’m stupid.
The stupidest person on earth.
You can’t respect me bc of what you think.
You don’t like that part of me.
Without that is it enough.
It shur doesn’t seem enough.
Bc it makes me feel unloved
And it just hurts.
I feel worthless. I feel as stupid as a” caveman”
I don’t feel respected I don’t feel cared for on the fact that I feel like you hate my brain my mind my mouth the way I think and what I believe.
You shut me down like I’m some stupid blonde rich bitch from Hollywood with the side of sheltered and a lying naive description of what I am.
I can’t do this anymore.
I can’t keep hating myself bc u hate me.
And if that’s not the truth then why not try.
I font understand a lot about you but I don’t ever try and come off so harshly every time a difference in Convo is. Or maybe it doesn’t get to you like it does to me.
But you try and crush my beliefs. You try and crush somebody’s open mind bc you think I’m close minded and I’m not.
I can’t explain it bc you simply don’t get it.
You don’t get it bc your not trying to.
I’ve listened to you. I may disagree with a lot but I understand you enough to accept that that’s you and always will be. Whether yo believe it or not. So if you can’t grasp this than honestly go Fuck yourself bc I can’t take feeling like I have no point nd should die bc my lover doesn’t love who I am.
I hate my life bc I feel like nobody loves me. And nobody wants to be with me. If I could feel that it would be ok. But I don’t get to feel it or have it shown enough. U throw it in my face and I can’t believe the word love when I hear the other words.
Well I didn’t know the who’re from 711 got a job with all the other whores at bob Evans. The things I don’t get told make everything sketchy.
I sacrifice everything I don’t want just to m and myself and everyone else happy.
Tell me how is that right.
My life sucks bc of u.
U don’t get it
U make it worse for yourself
I hope everything dies bc u make me feel like it’s wrong to be who I am
Your pathetic at loving someone
Bc of all this
You can’t grasp it.
And everyones mama.
Go die world your horrible at existence
Life would be much easier if I could give up.
If I could be selfish.
If I could just die.
I don’t see the point in living anymore.
I can’t be with someone who is so ignorant that instead the other person is the ignorant one. So wait who’s right? Nobody bc one isn’t allowing compromise just a lil bit and therefore is doesn’t EVER go anywhere. If you’ve caught on to that your able to get enough of what needs to be worked on bc obviously if the other one is ignoring listening just to you and trying to understand it and your wrong to them then obviously that somebody is a lil smarter. I mean really. When you get a single word with out a single ashore remark. That shit don’t go nowhere everyone knows if you actin like that then you don’t care and that right there hurts bc it means u don’t care in so many different ways. Fuck that. That’s worse than what I did to u. It all is completely worse. It all needs to go the Fuck to he’ll bc I can’t take these suicidal bs things. I can’t Fucking stand them.